What a weekend !!!

    Man, it's been a long couple days !!! But it was a great one. Sydney Rocked her Rectal on Friday, to start the great weekend. Saturday, Yard work, I must be crazy but I like to do it. And I didn't make it to the gym in two day I know, I know. I really really need to work on that !!! But it made me feel a little better that I did something. Later, we had a wedding reception for a friend which turned out to be the most fun I have had in a very long to. 
    But it's been a hard couple days, I'm  haven a hard time with food. I know that it's not good for me, but it so hard to say no. And I'm not sure how to kick it !!! And the Gym, I do so good one week and the next it's back to never wanting to go >and that is were I am today. I keep telling myself tomorrow is the day, so I'm crossing my fingers and hopen I make it happen !
     I'm feeling like the photography dream is just not going to happen !!! Why, I have know idea. This is what I always do to myself. I know if I made it a point in my life, I could do it but it's so hard for me to believe in myself. Cuz, in have never believe in any of my talent. I have great friends, and a wonderful husband that tell me doing a good job. I feel like I need more training and learning, but don't know how to get it !!! But I tell myself  " I need to give this a chance and the time I need to be Good "
    On a better note Steven was called back to work, so let the games begin !!! And sorry I haven't had a chance to weight in "BUT TOMORROW IS THE DAY"

Thanks for reading, wish me LUCK

The First Day, of a NEW US

What a day, NO I didn't make it to the gym today. Why not sure, just wasn't up for it. I think it's the rain, I'm so done with it. But tomorrow is a new day (I hope). But hey me and a god friend of  mine have decided to help each other out with the second part of my change to my life Photography. We are going to take some class and do some shoots, but I still have no idea what I'm doing. But it's nice to know some people have so much faith in me.
 But were are going to do the first weigh in tomorrow, Wish Us luck !!!!