Man, it's been a long couple days !!! But it was a great one. Sydney Rocked her Rectal on Friday, to start the great weekend. Saturday, Yard work, I must be crazy but I like to do it. And I didn't make it to the gym in two day I know, I know. I really really need to work on that !!! But it made me feel a little better that I did something. Later, we had a wedding reception for a friend which turned out to be the most fun I have had in a very long to.
But it's been a hard couple days, I'm haven a hard time with food. I know that it's not good for me, but it so hard to say no. And I'm not sure how to kick it !!! And the Gym, I do so good one week and the next it's back to never wanting to go >and that is were I am today. I keep telling myself tomorrow is the day, so I'm crossing my fingers and hopen I make it happen !
I'm feeling like the photography dream is just not going to happen !!! Why, I have know idea. This is what I always do to myself. I know if I made it a point in my life, I could do it but it's so hard for me to believe in myself. Cuz, in have never believe in any of my talent. I have great friends, and a wonderful husband that tell me doing a good job. I feel like I need more training and learning, but don't know how to get it !!! But I tell myself " I need to give this a chance and the time I need to be Good "
On a better note Steven was called back to work, so let the games begin !!! And sorry I haven't had a chance to weight in "BUT TOMORROW IS THE DAY"
Thanks for reading, wish me LUCK
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